If I could, I’d travel the world. Id spend a month in every town, discovering new cultures and ways to live. I’d try different foods, and meet new people. After I got to know the new people, I’d leave to meet even more new people. I’d go to ugly places in the world too, because the ugliest places hide the most beautiful people. I mean, just imagine how amazing that would be. Trying new food, new cultures, new ways to live. You’d experience it, wouldn’t that be so cool? Waking up everyday facing a new lifestyle. Having to get used to it also. That’s why it bothers me that we only get to live so long, and how people commit suicide. There’s so much to live for, if you would just give life a chance to prove itself to you. Make dreams, if you think have nothing to live for, make a dream and live for it. You think sometimes that you can’t do things, but really when you were little and a teacher, or a grown up told you, you could be anything you wanted to be they weren’t kidding. You really can, just be determined. Sometimes you lose hope, and darling I swear we all do everyone hits rock bottom at some point but take it more positively, because when you hit rock bottom you can’t go any lower, so why not go higher? And I mean, it’s not easy but that doesn’t mean you can’t. If I want to be president, I can. If I want to be an astronaut, I can. I can do anything, and it blows my mind. And I really do mean ANYTHING. So lead your life, make a dream and go at it. Nothing can stop you, and I mean nothing. Don’t let your dreams go, make sure have a good grip because people who aren’t as determined as you, the people whose dreams get shattered, they try to break yours. Don’t let them, never give up your dreams. When people fail they want people to fail with them, but that’s not okay. Just like in class, if the whole class fails you feel better. But that still doesn’t make it okay. People don’t want to be alone, they want someone to join them in their misery. Just because you’re surrounded by people who have never lived the dream, that they still dream of every night, and the people who remind you how you will never achieve or get the one thing you would die for, live to prove them wrong. Show them that dreams do come true, you know they do. And just because they can’t live their dream, just because they failed at living, doesn’t mean you can’t. Can’t and didn’t are two different things. Just because you don’t do something, doesn’t mean you can’t, it just means you haven’t yet. And that means you can do it; be determined. Don’t stop when you get tired, because promise you the best things don’t come easy stop when you’re done. Follow your gut feelings, and sure someone can give you advice on stuff but really, they need to realize sometime we have to learn things by ourselves. The last steps we take in life, are by ourselves. If we can help eachother be more independent, life would be easier. Everyone depends on something. Somebody does your test, does your homework, picks you up when you fall. What happens when they’re gone? We have to worry about ourselves. In the end we are all we have, so it’s not fair to depend on someone. And it’s not fair to be depended on. We can’t always dedicate our help to someone, and let’s face it we are all basically alone in this world. Learn to take care of yourself, and be happy with yourself before you depend on someone else to do that for you. You need to be independent. Put yourself on your two feet, teach yourself to walk, and take babysteps and you should be alright. You’ll fall, but we all do. There’s something’s in life that were meant for us to learn on our own. We have to worry about ourselves first. It’s not selfish all the time, how can someone expect you to help them when you need help yourself? Were all going through hard times equally, and before we help someone let’s try to fix ourselves. Some people have it harder than others, and some have it easier but we all feel pain. All of us do. And once we deal with our own problems, we can maybe help someone else. Like me, I’ve dealt with pain I’ve been through valleys of depression, ive taught myself how to cope with millions of emotions rushing at me where sometimes I didn’t know if I was living, it got to the point where I doubted I was alive. That’s bad, but as of now im okay. I’m not sad. I’m happy. And sometimes I think I’m the only one who truly is happy, really I do. Okay yeah, I get sad at times but being happy doesn’t mean you’re 24/7 happy. It’s not happy hour every hour the day, I do get sad. Being happy is having every emotion, (sadness, guilt, jealousy, madness, happiness etc..) and overcoming those emotions, and seeing a better day. It’s about facing all your problems and fears head on, and seeing the light in the tunnel. And the darker the tunnel, the easier it is to see the light. Thats a really good quote, it explains itself. Happiness isn’t about always laughing or smiling it’s about having hope and faith and seeing that light at the end of the tunnel. Realizing that shit passes and there are better days. Being happy is not about giving up, and being happy gets hard because we doubt it. I doubt it all the fucking time. All the time. But at the end of the day, I’m okay. Moods like this where I know anythings possible. People give me compliments all the time, I know I’m okay looking, I’m sorta healthy but one thing people don’t see is my mind. That’s something I’ll always brag about, I just think alot. That leads to depression but fuck that, I’m happy. Im strong. Im nice. Im okay. Im alive. I have a chance at life. I wish people could have my mind, It’s so comforting. I’ve helped alot of people, I’ve made people cry from happiness, ive saved two lives, I’ve showed people the light, and ive been that little light of hope in some people’s life. This is what makes me a stronger person, I’ve heard stroies that people go through he’ll where waking up is doubtful, and being alive in itself is scary. And those same people who told me their story stand up and smile. Helping someone is probably the best thing ive ever done, it strengthens you. Nothing could break me because I’ve seen broken people come together. That’s my hope for better days. Basically though shit gets better, and I know it does no matter how dark the tunnel just remember it does.

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